Hustle Diaries: Day 4

     Sorry but today is mood off. Let's see what happend.
     Day started as usual but at evening our all family had conversation about some serious issue in family . In between that I felt various emotion like anger , anxiety and nausea.  But I can't do anything right now to solve that problem. I am like crying from inside but smiling from outside. As there is no one with me who can give me shoulder to cry.  Sooner or later the time will pass ,making tables to turn. 
I don't really now why I'm telling all this to you.  I heard a lot of time that sharing pain reduces it. Let's see how many peoples get to know my pain. 
      Also I was a fitness freak like I love to go gym and also diet and all that stuff . I can also cook well enough for me . But again here comes the problem again , due to lack of money I have to quit gym. I had the money to go to gym but not for proper diet so I quit. That money now goes to SIP ,But as soon as I will start earning , I will regain my strength and rebuild muscles . If you have any query or dobuts about fitness you can ask me ,I will share the knowledge I have. 
     As exam are coming soon I will be heading to pune tomorrow , which is the place where my colleage is. If you want to grow leave home as soon as possible , comfort kills dream . That's what I have experienced many times. I should be going to the flat for room I have rented . I don't come often But due to relative marriage I had to come. But I think I will not come for holidays after exams .I guess I will be working on my dreams. Beside that I think I should also start Devotion and meditation, my stress level and anxiety is likely to raise again . Few months ago I had suppressed it, how I did that let's see in next blog. Stay tuned... 

 sayo Nara,
 meri tarf se pyaar bahut sara







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